February 2012
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the inevitable.
And to think I gave Everything to you In hopes of seeing some manner of a way Out, but instead, everything I Understood was a lie, because You are exactly who I’d hoped you weren’t.
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adustmitespeaks:
I have a heart
a kind that not everyone
would like but like yours
and theirs My heart gets hurt too.
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dinner and adventuring again tomorrow--
with the attractive friend of the male variety from last night.
awwww yesssss.
COME ON, WEEKEND.
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age 15: i want a boyfriend
age 20: i rly want a boyfriend ok
age 30: no srsly i need a boyfriend guys im not kidding
age 40: pls im desperate
age 50: guys this isnt funny anymore cmon
age 60: its not funny guys
age 70: guys
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a dear good night.
maybe if I am the luckiest girl, night will stay dark forever
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fuck today and his sister.
*insert passive-aggressive post about how today can fuck itself in the ass and I’d be totally okay with that*
Guys I’m sorry about the lack of quality work; it’s been a nightmare of a week let me tell you. Hopefully after this weekend I’ll have a clearer mind and I can get back on the horse again.
In the meantime:
loqui: Comedian, doctor, robot →
loqui:
The comedian has a script for every situation. He practises his anecdotes in everyday life. Like a doctor, always assessing health conditions in daily situations - a cough of tarred lung or cancer rising? The comedian is my favourite doctor of mental health. Upon a death he has the line that sits…
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If you must resort
Use me as your first resort your last resort your summer resort a place to escape it all except the sunshine.
Use me as your winter resort bundle up inside me and keep warm.
Use me as anything you need for I am here.
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If not for anyone else in the world, I will listen to the demons and the ghosts, I will befriend them, earn their trust. Serve them tea.
In the darkness, in the silence, I will tear them to shreds exorcise them from your heavy heart so all that is left is the truth, without the lies.
If not for anyone else in the world, you will always have me.
Anonymous asked: What's your son's name?
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violet-words' toddler wanted to say hello to...
lotgfo;sekny l n .
;’2 C:asd0lkl
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I'm fairly convinced that I would be feeling less...
Guys (er, girls, rather), please send me your miracle cures for cramps and severe back pain. Painkillers don’t work, and I don’t own a heating pad. Ex left me to fend for myself with the baby and I can hardly walk without dissolving into tears. I haven’t stopped sobbing for the last hour. ;___;
This is worse pain than when I was recovering from my c-section.
Valentine by Carol Ann Duffy →
versewineandyou:
I’m giving YOU on onion next valentine’s. Even if that is a little creepy :D <3
twoteacupsaway:
Not a red rose or a satin heart. I give you an onion. It is a moon wrapped in brown paper. It promises light like the careful undressing of love. Here. It will blind you with tears like a lover. It will make your reflection a wobbling photo of grief. I am trying to be...
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env0 replied to your post: dinner: complete success
I am at a complete loss of thought as to what to write on. @__@;; and that sounds…delicious! and OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooooooooooHHHHHHhhhhhh!
IT WAS SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOD. I had this turkey club waffle sandwich with roast turkey, applewood smoked bacon, tomato, avocado, and cheese. UNF. I would have made sweet passionate love to that sammich.
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dinner: complete success
waffle sandwiches: best invention ever (no really guys I promise srsly)
feeling exhausted but after a hellish day it was good to spend my last few hours of the night with excellent company. :3
I love each of all ya’ll and I hope to post some writing tomorrow. <33333
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I like spending my time putting everything I have...
I swear to God if
I swear to God if I get my knees taken out and miss dinner I’m going to run this mob guy’s face over with my wheelchair. NO ONE THREATENS ME.
Shin splints
loqui:
When you run for fear
From standing
When your limbs sieze
Spike sharp bone
You see the fracture
Splits of shark jaw
Open mouthed
Around your leg
Teeth tearing
Your walking muscle
Rumble murmur
Crumble to rubble
Compiling a pile of slate
Tight, sawed edges
Sword blade
Blood…
Spilt Shiiiiiin
Sssssplit Shiiiiiin
Ssssplint
Shiiiiiin
Ssssplint
my reply
loqui:
…and my lips
kiss back,
kiss bite,
kiss lick,
kiss down,
kiss across,
down neck,
hands tight,
bodies close,
loosen clothes,
sink beneath..
Because I wouldn't feel back
Because I wouldn’t feel back to work if guys didn’t wink and say, “Do YOU offer room service?” Sure, but you have to suck MY dick for it.
kissing away the tall trees
loqui:
arms either side in arcs brushing tall trees apart come to a clearing and dance your hair down in the slow snow spitting of night nymph confetti walk forward to my jaw I’ll take your lip between teeth before calling down into your soul the words of heaven
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reason why I'm a goddess:
I just walked down a flight of stairs carrying an overstuffed bag (complete with laptop), and a 35-pound wriggly 2-year old, while wearing three-inch heels.
Fucking nailed it.
I normally can’t even walk in a straight line barefoot, so this is an accomplishment.
loqui: Why →
loqui:
Why not Is the question We can waste time, space With whys Forevermore Learning The few becoming wise And I am all for the learning The feeling round The fumbling But why not? We talk in light years of travel And yet the light from your eyes Tells me all I need to know
We…
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Hey guys
guys
guys do you want to hear another...
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I GOT THE JOB I GOT THE JOB I GOT THE JOB I GOT...
I GOT IT I GOT IT I GOT IT
I GOT THE JOB
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I miss me
loqui:
This isn’t me you’re talking to
I miss me more than I miss you When the call ends
I wish I was more Like the me you wish for
The me you see That never comes to this mirror Even to look back
This isn’t me you’re talking to I’m just a thin bone outline Chalk in white Where I once laid
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GUYS!
Going to talk to my old employer tonight about potentially coming back, he sounded supportive of the idea.
If I get this job, it means 40 hours a week (minimum wage, but it’s MONEY).
This means I’ll be able to start getting Baby and me back on our feet again.
This means I’ll start being self-sufficient again.
I can stop freaking out about rent and food and medicine and basic...
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One reason why I know my son is mine:
Me: *pulls up videos of funny cats to show my son*
Son: Hockey?
Me: Look sweetheart, look at this kitty!
Son: Hockey?
Me: You want to watch hockey?
Son: HOCKEY! :D
Me: *pulls up highlight reels which we continue to watch for 20 minutes*
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Good morning, beauties!
I had a night of swirly, pretty dreams, mostly involving trips to the beach and times long past, but I’d like to hear about your dreams this night past, or even some great dreams you’ve had in the past that have stuck with you.
Let’s hear it, eh?
Make it a great day, sweethearts! <333
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To alllll followers, new and old:
It’s been a while since I’ve done one of these, so here we go.
First, you guys all ROCK my fucking SOCKS off. You guys make my days and nights, I’m not even kidding. Never a dull moment with you beautiful people. I’ve met some incredibly kickass people through here and they just keep pouring through. What a blessing!
Anyway, I’m headed to bed, but I’d love to...
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Sex or death? The vowel movement!
one more before bed.
Anything that I try to write is Either about sex or death, I really think I Ought to either get laid or grow Underground, I think I’ll start with the former, Yes, the former.
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#THE VOWEL MOVEMENT GUYS
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nextstoprequested replied to your post: ASSHOLES! — The vowel movement
this made me smile.
You’re a darling. YOU make ME smile. <333
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ASSHOLES! -- The vowel movement
Assholes Everywhere, I can see them! Obnoxiously obscene, I can’t Understand how You’re one of them.
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take part in #the vowel movement tag! <3
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A small section from my novel, still untitled.
I’ve yet to title it, but it’s coming. I’d love to get your guys’ input. I haven’t done much editing yet, what I’m most interested in is: does it grab your attention? Anyway, enjoy!
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The little red flag atop the mailbox, a beacon across the rich green grass, stood at attention, like a soldier declaring news....
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Chapter one of an untitled book finished.
And you know what?
It’s not horrible.
It’s really depressing and I kind of want to curl under blankets and never come out after writing that, but I think it’s…quite good.
And I’m not planning on stopping.
I have to say that writing poetry here for the last several months has REALLY helped me hone my craft. So for those of you who read and like and comment on my...
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Inspiration hits infrequently, but when it does...
-standing in living room, head spinning, feeling ill -sudden plot idea -sprint upstairs with laptop, shaking and almost hyperventilating -5 pages later and still churning out for the first chapter of a new novel
Sometimes you have to work for it. And sometimes it just hits you right in the face.
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Understatement--the vowel movement
After Everything has been said, I’m not entirely sure whether the Obvious will be Understated.
p.s. check out #the vowel movement, guys!
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Just generally enjoying Rebecca's tirade.
timonysouler:
Also, YOU GO GIRL *Insert sassiness here*
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Accelerant.
It’s always someone flammable. Someone vulnerable. Get too close and we all catch fire.
Cry tears into the flames, rub salve on the burns.
Dust yourself in the ashes, and head for the woods.
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If I die in my sleep it'll be with a slit throat...
Internal conversation between my acoustic and me gets awkward and then I hide under my desk.
Guitar: Come play me.
Me: No.
Guitar: Strum and stroke me, baby.
Me: No.
Guitar: But my wood is so hard, baby.
Me: Go away.
Guitar: Write a song for me, baby.
Me: No.
Guitar: *STRING BREAKS*
Me: *TERRIFIED LITTLE GIRL SCREAM*
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Drops.
Just continue to drip d r i p
d o w n
Let the cement catch you let the acid warm you let the darkness find you.
Drip drip d o w n
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Subtext.
“It’s good to see you again,” she said, smoothing out her skirt before settling into her chair. No, not really. You ripped apart everything that ever fucking made sense to me.
“You too,” he replied. He picked up a menu and scanned the page dedicated to the appetizers. Maybe if you would have made up your damn mind I wouldn’t have panicked.
She watched him over...
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A positive.
This anemic life we’ve been living, has left me cold and hungry.
Bloodless.
How am I supposed to have faith in others when I can hardly believe that I exist?
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rebeccaclaresmith replied to your post: rebeccaclaresmith replied to your photo: There are…
Lol. Doesn’t it tell you where when it comes up?
Well it’s part of the game, hahaha.
Basically you go to mapcrunch.com, pick a place, and get plopped somewhere in the middle of nowhere. You click “hide location.”
And then you try and find the airport.
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